Chris as a writer

It makes me laugh when I try to think myself as a writer. I have always disliked English and therefore try to stay away from writing altogether. I probably have had more struggles in writing then successes and though I try my best I aways end up doing poorly most of the time, which I blame myself for lacking the motivation get better and practice my writing skills more often. This is why I made a goal to work harder and more often on writing so hopefully I could become better. I believe that some of my strengths in my writings are the creativeness that show. But my weaknesses over shadows my strengths therefore making me feel that I am a terrible writer. But whenever I do decide to write, my process involves getting into a quite place so i won't be distracted and then it seems to be a little easier to write. I first plan out a brief outline in my mind to help me focus on the points that I want to get across in the paper. I feel that I can be a better writer than I am and this is what motivates me for the future.